Alan Amaya
Before I get on with my world, I have to say this first:
“Whatever you desire in the here and now…whatever it is…put it out there. When you allow yourself to believe in something enough to speak it or write it down or talk about it, you have demonstrated the only bit of faith you need to summon your spiritual advocates to move on your behalf. This in turn leaves you no other choice but to move in the natural.”
I think my daily friends can attest to my transformation during my process to “become a better me.” I can’t give any credit to myself because the only thing I did was have faith enough in myself to be held accountable for making black girl a better black woman. I didn’t even realize that in about 30 minutes I will have hit my 30th day of Detox thus marking the end of my transition onto the stage of bigger and better things! In the midst of it I went through it (yea read the older posts LMAO), but now that I can smell and taste the beauty of being ‘mentally’ free I want it and I want all of the time. Although I didn’t stay 100% good girl on the external habits, my spiritual and mental strengthening was what it was all about. I feel that because I passed those tests the rest will follow. The best part of it all is that in the end I found love. Love for myself, my life, and the people around me. Just a new found appreciation and understanding for the things I’ve been entrusted with. So…I think I’m good to go and I’m just glad I put it out there.
She’s back..beautifully cracked…but never broken.
-black girl.
